I honestly couldnt be happier to say, I got my period today!
I cant believe it I feel so amazing, I mean not literally of course because period comes with cramps, bloating, moodiness and all that good stuff but I dont even care about any of that because this is such a true indication that I am doing what is right for my body and it feels so good. I am so happy I am becoming a normal teenage girl again. My boobs are growing (yaaaaaay!), my hormones are coming back into balance, my thoughts around food are more normal, I am starting to accept my body image in the mirror, everything is just coming full circle. Of course every day isn’t perfect and I still have so many thoughts and regrets and ED thoughts but its pushing those thoughts back and telling myself I can move on and those thoughts are just thoughts, and they are not correct. I can do this, I can recover, I can be healthy, I can be free. And saying all of that, puts me one step closer.
xoxo
now i am off to go eat some chocolate, because that is what girls do when they have their period….right? :D
God. So proud of this fucking girl.
